breaking boxes. pt. 1

breaking boxes. a poem, a prayer, and a reflection of sorts.

there's nothin' else I'd rather do than type n tap on these keys with you

there's no other song i'd rather sing than the one that's fillin' the ears of my God who saved me 

so here i am sittin' n singin'

thinkin' about boxes and their significance

boxes, boxes  

can't fit into em 

not meant too

too multilayered for all that

got facets not even my mind can comprehend

may be a diamond but i'm figurin' out i got limits i'd rather not stay in 

he's makin me different

breakin’ me down n showin' me true livin

feelin' limited in my knowing

knowing his spirit still breathin' within 

gotta lot of layers

lot of ways others could see me

could never be boxed in by a simple screen

all this defending is exhausting to say the least

that's why i'm not here to defend, i'm here to say my peace

my soul settlin' into all that is me

a box that could never be unseen

boxes boxes

can't fit into em 

not meant too

Jesus never did 

every idea of religion the Pharisees had

every picture of what they thought the Messiah would be

their imagination and limited thinking

caused their box to be the very thing that kept them trapped in 

trapped in minds that couldn't think or imagine the Messiah could be the one standing in front of them

prophecies n inscriptions, yet unbelief entangled them

flesh n bone my savior came, was broken down by others yet stayed whole all the same

limited in his skin 

“...God was pleased to have all his fullness dwell in him,” colossians 1:19

so I can't be surprised with all these misconceptions

Jesus teachin' me so many valuable lessons

the very box he arrived in would be the very one that'd be broken before all men

breakin' every box the very people he came to save put him in 

healing and doing good (Acts 10:38)

yet was treated with contempt in his own neighborhood

thank God he broke every preconceived notion

broke down the scriptures n came to bring a commotion

upsetting the world

turning it right side up and now my soul can't help but turn up 

and break every box that'd try to make me think I'm not here to upset the world and turn it all around

with the greatest message of all time, the words from my lips will lift up a Gospel sound

the type of limits that would lay his beautiful life down

i'm left puzzled … wondering how a perfect God could come down just to live and die for all of humanity? 

he is the only box that'll take the rest of my life to uncover and unbox 

because the layers of him are more multifaceted than my mind can comprehend

and all I can pray is when I tend to limit my thinking with all the boxes that have been placed on me, that I'd fix my mind back on God, who is worthy of all my affection

all my affections and desires hunger for a depth and a love that could never be boxed in 

but will always break my preconceived notions

so I ask you to rip away my human-made religion, the boxes I’ve put you in 

and show me who you really are

so I may stop all this running around in vain and discover your true heart

read the rest of this poem here.

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