♡ on my sleeve pt. 1

wearin my heart on my sleeve again 

wishin I could just hold it in 

act like im cool n cant feel nothin

but I know my feelings count n so im gonna pen them

heart on my sleeve

cant hold back

givin' you my heart n I don’t want it back

gonna show you the real me

ima be me till these stems turn green

ima be me pourin my tea

ima be me wit all this incongruency

incongruencies comin into congruence wit me 

used to be one me, now im another girl completely

ima switch it up and still wear this heart on my sleeve

untanglin my emotions n threading these thoughts with fingers that are cold n a mind thats distraught

felt the moment linger longer than it should’ve

pausin’ 

dont know what to say but I do know my heart just sank

givin’ God my honesty

heart on my sleeve 

wonderin’ who will catch it

wonderin’ who will accept it

wonderin’ if i’m feelin’ too much one minute and too little the next

heart on my sleeve, yeah I wear it like that

not in the safe of my chest

not on the weight of my back

heart on my sleeve, n I don’t want it back

this human heart tellin me things I shouldn’t be or see

got my heart on my sleeve

explorin’ what it is that lies beneath the surface of these feelings rushin’ outta me 

read pt. 2 here.